SO, what's up in the life of mE? Em turned around. Convinient, eh? I thought so.

Two big things:

Ireland looks like it's gonna happen sooner than i thought. I need only about 200 euro more until I can go! woohoo!

I finally found the school I want to go to, New York Film Academy. It looks like a lot of fun. I hope, once i apply, that i get in.

I don't have much to talk about. Nothing seems interesting enough to write about, or I'm just not in the mood to write. that happens a lot lately.

reading: into the wild. that's a good book... too bad it actually happened. cause, i mean, who among us hasn't felt that same feeling? break free from the norm, go test yourself against the wild. what do you think is driving my ireland trip? only i think i have the sense to not die. i know the rules apply to me, and that's one thing he was lacking. he said he wanted to live, but my personal opinion is that if he wanted to live he'd be alive. he'd know what to do to keep himself out of trouble. especially such simple trouble as the trouble that killed him. you can "live" on the edge, and it will, contrary to popular belief, make you feel like a better person. but to live you have to stay alive, and you should really know your limits. Nevertheless, i admire his get out and go attitude. i do think we should all measure ourselves once in our lives. but, we dont all have to measure the same way.

i smell like small child b.o. ... yack. that's what happens when a herd of children, ages 7, 5, 4, and 2 all make camp at your house. but the two year old is soooooo cute. at first we didn't know any of their names (cept the 7 year old, she's ours), and we heard the dad calling the 4 year old whose name we couldnt figure out... sounded like biscuit, so thats what we call him now. then there's rian or ryan whatever the two year old, but we didn't know his name until recently either. he once had to use our toilet and ... he's two, so he needed help getting up, and while on the pot he said "auch ah-ah" cause apparently two year olds cant say caca that well, and took a big dump, so we call him captain ah-ah. he came running through the house completely naked yesterday, tiny dingle hanging out, and completely happy!

my life is warm right now. sofa king hot out. found two friends i knew forever ago through myspace, it's nice to have somebody who knew me when i was little back. life is good.