Monday, April 27, 2009

Okay okay okay

So for those of you who were interested in seeing how my art exhibition went... yeah. It went really well. Such an awesome opportunity. I did my vewy vewy best, and people noticed. As for the artwork, my video was the spice and life of the exhibition, and my full heart was in it... a view through my eyes, but unfortunately I can't show you. It's not that I'm being *increadibly* selfish, but this is something I worked for two years on, put my entire being into, and is such a huge insight into everything that I am on the inside... how I see the world, that I couldn't just throw it up on youtube for a bunch of shitheads to comment on, and people to save with keepvid and let it collect dust. It's for sale for 8 Euro, but I doubt you'll go get your wallets (as a matter of fact there are a few of you who I'd feel bad *selling* something to), so I've got pictures of the rest of the exhibition! And somebody comment or something and tell me if you want me to put a scene from the movie on or something, I feel really bad not showing you. Or or or friend me on youtube and I'll make you able to view it ... or whatever, I'm going overboard, just look at my shite!

Quickly, my theme for the entire exhibition was "Musical Emotion", basically about how the emotion that music causes in people is expressed and how music runs through us all. Art is so visual, and not often associated with anything like music, but both go hand in hand. It's an emotion coming out. I wanted to connect the two. So the idea over all was to get the viewer to hear the song that inspired each painting while they look at it. Figuratively though, I didn't have mp3 players everywhere. They could hear their own songs too.


First's first. Here's one of the biggest pains in the asses that I've ever had in my entire constructive life. The biggest, most time consuming (other than film), most difficlut, but also most worth it piece. This is a statement on the Obama election process. There are three layers... you probably can't see the first at this distance, so here, I'll show you.

So the background of each letter, thats right, is a bunch of tiny obama photos. The second layer is his "Yes We Can" speech. You know... well if you don't, read from left to right just like a book those letters down there VVV



And of course the speech forms the letters YES WE CAN. Basically, without me going into emotional outbursts again, each layer means something. Background means obama's campaign. The whole thing that ran without a hitch, and just his words constantly in the air. The speech is what Americans needed to hear. It's what we've wanted, what we've searched for, what we were waiting for for so long. The last layer means two things. Yes we can, you can hear those words "ringing from coast to coast" now. Not only in america, but in the world. I hear it all the time, and foreigners seem to have more fun throwing it around than we do. Yes, we can elect a black man. Yes we can do so many things nobody thought we could, and fact is, it's already happened. This election wasn't about what will happen, it was about what *is* happening. Uh oh, here I go... I'll stop myself, and give you a last sentence on this one. Can is so much bigger because it was the operative word... without CAN this whole campaign would have been nothing. Yes, we CAN!

Sooo, the next few pictures was a lead in to my video, which you cant see :(. But the photos are basically a series of still images from the film with a layover of the last frame. It was to get people to wonder what the fuck was going on in the other room with the music in it. The film is called "Burial" by the way. This series is called "Grave", but not the english version. Most of my pieces are named after musical terms. Grave meaning deep, with melencholy and emotion. Burial was after the artist though.


















And here's my painting / more classical art section! The first piece is called Fuoco. In musical terms that means with fire, passion. It was inspired by Jackson Pollock, the famous splatter painter. Actually I did it before I even knew who he was, but we had to use artists as research in our workbook so thats what I said :P For this one I really just got all emotional and pissed and shite and had wanted to throw paint at the canvas for a long time, so I did it. It was my "fire" that caused the piece. And these pictures are crap, which is disappointing.



This one's called Canon. Musically that's a song with a section that's repeated throughout the entire song. This fits that because it's got the lyrics to several songs that inspired other pieces in the exhibition written around it. It was originally inspired by Blood Bank by Bon Iver, thus the heart. Not a chicken, contrary to popular belief. Btw it's a table, not just a circle.



This one displays my crappy sculpting skills quite well! It's called Aperture, a split or cut in the orchestra. You might see that right off the bat, it's a slit wrist. This shows how music flows through all of our veins. Starts out red, just like anyones, but goes in all different directions and is just as beautiful. It's something that comes from deep within us all. The feeling anyway, not necessarily making it. But you bob your heads to songs, tap your foot with the beat. It's not possible not to. Lovely when it spills, isn't it?



Here we have Andante. That means quickly. This was done awefully quickly. I wanted to splatter again, cause it was really fun. I got my hands all painty and flicked it all over, it was awesome, 'cept now I think I have arthritis. This one's basically a statement on the difference between the fore and background of music making. You have your concerts, your cd's, your mp3's, but that's only part of it. What goes on in the background of the music is just as colorful if not more so. Each piece of music that goes together is beautiful, and that needed to be shown.



And here's accidental! Both literally and musically. It wasn't supposed to be in the exhibition, and it wasn't supposed to be art! But it was so pretty I didn't want to throw it away, even though it was just the stencil for Andante. But that proves my point, doesn't it? Both sides *are* just as beautiful.



Ooooh more ukuleles! This one was part on purpose, part accident. A ukulele broke in the kiln. So I worked with it. Three broken, three whole. Representative of music and what goes into pop music and what goes behind. The three that are whole are painted in primary colors, showing the "primary music" like rihanna, justin timberlake, all of that. Only if you're a primary color are you considered a whole musician. The broken ones are the mixed colors. They represent all of the other musicians who aren't considered whole just because they don't sound exactly the same as the others. But hey, they're just as good, right?


Here's one more, this one's called Dolce. What a crappy picture! But this is the only one I have. It looked better in the exhibition. I had a real flower in it instead of this crud. It's inspired by Irish culture. They're known both for their music and their land. I combined them into one. It's a morph of a wire guitar into a flower, showing how they go hand in hand.

So I have three other pieces, but I kind of don't feel like putting them on here. One is a video, and it goes on the same lines as the other one. The other two are ... well one was a quick class project and it's kinda meh, I threw it in at the last second. And the other one is kind of embarassing. People say they like it but I really don't know. It's really really modern artish, so I don't want to make a fool of myself more than I already have.

For those of you who kept telling me to post this, here you have it! Otherwise, I hope you enjoyed it! What a rewarding experience. Gahh I'm still so happy. No words for how awesome it was to have my own art exhibition, that people came to and liked my stuff... ah. Bed time!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Very Controvercial: How do you tell a small child will be gay?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA I was SO gay. I am still, but damn I was awesome.

Many children like many different things. For example, lots of five year old girls like horses, or dolls, or princess movies.

What did I like when I was five? Well...



(In case you didn't notice, translation at bottom of picture)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Look what I did

Spinnin' it up. Have you ever wanted to read a blog, but you've equally wanted to watch a video? Well, I've got just the thing. Read my blog on video!

Anyone who speaks German, please watch this purely for the music guy. It's painful.

So here it goes!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Hey Guys!!!! Come Check This Out!

Yo Y'all! So you may or may not know about Me 'n Al's music blog. Yeah the one that crashed a bit because of school and shiz. Well it's back now, with power. So come check it out, there's some pretty exciting stuff coming up!

Click Here If You Rock

Click Here If You Suck

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

That Thing Al Did

Al did this. And it looked fun, so here goes

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To Ten Different People *no names*:

1. You're really really pretty and I wish you'd stop calling yourself fat, because I hate it when girls call themselves fat, especially when the worst thing they could realistically say is that they're one of the most beautiful things that at least one person has ever seen, if not more
2. I like girllllls
3. When you wear those pants I can see so far up your vagina I'm practically your gynie
4. Really I only wanted one book, I wish you'd be quiet
5. You know that thing you do when you yawn? like... wiggle your tongue around and make weird noises? Yeah that. Stop that. Please.
6. You keep asking why I don't like bunnies, and i wont ever answer, so here it goes. I watched a documentary once and the reason I don't like them is CAUSE THEY FUCK SO MUCH! ICKY MAN BUNNY PENIS HAS FOREVER SCARRED ME!
7. No, I really *don't* care about your class, please stop asking me
8. You are honestly one of the most beautiful human beings I have ever met
9. Do you have anything to talk about other than your grades or how much all of the teachers like you or how much your parents push you or how many uni acceptances you've got back?
10. You keep them silent, but sound isn't the only thing a fart does. Maybe class isn't the best place.

Nine Things About Myself:

1. I get hungry late at night, but hardly ever during the day
2. I love my life a lot right now, mostly because it scares the shit out of me
3. I always break the high E string on my guitar, or the G string, but hardly ever any others.
4. I love love love anything that is physical and makes me sweat, ie jogging on a treadmill with the window open, my eyes closed, and my ipod on high, because I forget everything else
5. My worst nightmare is being buried alive
6. I suck at shaving my legs
7. I love being one on one with people, because thats when they really show the inside. A lot of people are quite beautiful if you listen.
8. I like lists
9. I can't picture myself living steadily in one place ever again. I was attached, but I don't know what happened.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:

1. Be spunky!
2. Like to go as much as I do
3. Huggles. (hugs + cuddles)
4. Realize that I will like whatever music you show me, so don't be embarassed
5. Let me surprise you
6. Feed me :D
7. Be funny and not too uptight about humor
8. Don't be a n00b, wisdom is wonderful, I'm not smarter than you so please entertain me with your brain

Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot:

1. Where to hide a body
2. If that noise was a spider
3. music
4. Is everyone okay?
5. Am I safe?
6. girl...s
7. food

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:

1. Brush My teeth
2. Go online
3. Listen to music
4. Remember I have homework / do it
5. Remeber I forgot to take iron and go all the way downstairs to take it
6. Give everybody hugs

Five People Who Mean A Lot

1. My Sissy
2. Mom
3. Any one of my friends
4. Grandma
5. Dad

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now

(Not fair! I'm only wearing four things!)

1. Yellow shirt
2. Blue boxers that have a smiley on the front
3. White Bra
4. Pink panties

Three Songs I Listen To Often

1. Oklahoma - Wallis Bird
2. Re:Stacks - Bon Iver
3. Poker Face - Lady Gaga :P

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die

1. Walk a very very long way
2. Fall in love with someone who loves me, of course

One Confession

1. I can't get over the feeling that there just isn't anyone out there for me

YAY that was fun. I smell like chlorine and it's bed time. Woot.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Guilty Pleasures

Define: Gay?


Yet another thing I have to get off of my chest. Here are my top ten guilty man crushes. Warning: Not for the faint of heart, or weak in the stomach

10. Justin Vernon


Rugged and handsom, I dont know either, so don't ask, he's only number 10.

9. Joseph Gordon Levitt


Third Rock anybody? Yeh didn't watch it much, but boy did this one grow up nice.

8. Ryan Gosling

Broke up with Rachel Mcadams? Oh no... ;)

7. Heath Ledger


Sucks about that. But he really was nice to look at. And good news for anyone who has ever had a chat with me! You're only 2 steps away from having had a chat with the man himself. 3 if you're counting him as a step.

6. Jake Gyllenhaal

Obvious follow up from Heath. The reason they invented the term BBILF. Bubble Boy I Look (at) Fixedly of course.

5. Johnny Depp



Duh.


4. That hot guy from Kings of Leon

Name? Dunno. Don't care either. What's in a name...

3. This is gay


2. I'm gay

1. Jesse McCartney



He. Is. Cute. I'd marry him if I didn't have to touch him. Or talk to him. Maybe I'd be better off getting a poster. Yeah probably.

Oh my gawd I have a type!

So ladies and gentlelesbians, this is as straight as it gets. Take a good look. TGIT. That's tit with a G in it.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

I just need to get this out of my system

She's so cute.

She's like.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah cute.

She's like spunky happy bouncy squishy awesome cute.

She says I'm cute.

She SO knows I like her, I mean how could she not?

I love how she keeps trying to get me alone but the others can't take a hint.

But mostly I love it when we *are* alone.

Or at least alone enough for me to make her laugh without thinking twice.

And her to tell me how cute I am.

I'm gonna go faint now, kay?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Trouble Keeping Secrets

So as you may know, I've officially recieved my wish. I've been rejected from University. If you don't know that, scroll down. But the trouble I'm having now is not what to do next, it's how not to tell you what I'm doing next.

I've only told one person and she looked at me like I was crazy.

But for quite some time now there's been something that means something to me. I can't tell you what it is exactly because if I do it will only give everyone time to tell me I can't do it, and what a fool I am. Hell, I am a fool but I'll be damned if I can't do it. Mama says I'm a fighter... She also taught me never to contradict my elders. It'd be rude if I proved her wrong now, wouldn't it?